Let’s kick the first episode of ‘Lena in Pillowland’ off with a dive into my reoccurring dream that I relived for two years. I haven’t had this dream for about a year and a half now but I still remember it very vividly. So, firstly, let me walk you through the actual dream itself and then share my thoughts and feelings.
I’m on the first floor of a beautiful house. I think it’s mine. I’m in the kitchen and everything around me is very bright, the kitchen has big windows and a lot of natural light. It’s daytime and I’m drying the dishes with a light yellow towel. I’m home alone, at least no one’s on the same floor as me. I’m not sure if the house even has a second floor. I’m in such a good mood. Suddenly, I hear three knocks on the front door. I put my yellow towel on top of the white kitchen island and walk to the door. It’s very close, maybe ten steps away. The front door is also white, in fact, everything is, as far as I can tell. I reach for the door and open it… and BAM!!!...nothing, I wake up. Something happened, a loud noise, but that’s all I know. I always wake up at the same time. Like there’s nothing more to see.
This dream freaked me out so much at the beginning, because I felt like I got shot. But as the time went on, I learned to pay more attention to my surroundings and feelings and not the end part. I consider my intuition to be working very well and that’s what throws me off, because if the result of me opening the door is bad for me, then why do I feel so happy and lighthearted? Don’t I see it coming? Is that the point…that you can’t predict and forsee everything that happens in your life?
Why is the whole house white? And what does the yellow towel symbolize? I’m getting a feeling that I’m safe inside of the house, between the protecting walls, and maybe people too. And opening the door may be the way into the scary unknown… and me opening the door may not have been the best idea for me.
I consulted with a friend and she thought that perhaps I had surrounded myself and my home with a strong white light and now, without even realizing it, I’m letting someone into my life who might not have the best intentions.
I haven't had any dreams like that before...
Can you explain it?
Until next time!
Love,
Lena
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