What I've come to realize over the past year is that relationships and setteling down is not my thing right now. It's quite funny, because when I was younger... not that I'm old now, just couple of years older...anyways, I used to be sooo sure about wanting a boyfriend and settling down.
Now, I am constantly joking with M that she's gonna be married and have kids while I will be the rich single aunt that shows up in a Maserati and has a new man every time. Quite like Donna in “Mamma Mia”. Because this romantic cheesiness is making me fucking nauseous.
But romantic relationships aren't the point of this post - - Friendships are!
I LOVE my friends, and I'm not one to use this word carelessly. I tend neither to trust people nor let them in...and I usually go with my gut feeling when it comes to judging someone's character. I can be very talkative and pretty outgoing but that does not mean I let every single person close. So that makes my friends like my family. They ARE my family!
J
ust the other night I was driving around with one of my friends and we talked about everything: relationships, childhood, memories... I mean everything. We’ve been friends for years but that night I learned so much more about him and discovered how similar we actually are. Happens with age, I guess. Takes time to form that kind of bond with someone. And I remember I was looking at him and thought to myself: I don't ever wanna lose him. And I can proudly say that about ALL of my friends and family. My life would not be the same without them!
Finding a soulmate is basically the plot of every single rom-com ever made, but what if I have already found my soulmates?
Just from somewhere else.
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